You totally thought it was worth it, didn’t you?
Last night I had the absolute saddest dream I think I’d ever had. I had been stealing money from work and calling in sick so I could go shopping (one of my coworkers got busted for that and she’s totally being prosecuted for it. I think that’s why THAT is in my head). I got busted and had to go to jail. David was with me when i got arrested and was shocked and really sad. I wanted to go to him and comfort him but I knew that he would want nothing to do with me now that I was going to prison. When I got to prison I realized I would not be able to update my website or check my email which also saddened me (dork.). The first night I went to sleep in prison, after my mom handcuffed me to the bed, I realized I would never see david again. I woke up crying.
I love and hate dreams like that. I hate waking up crying but I love how vivid they are. They melt into my brain like real memories. I was sad for a good part of the morning, every time I thought about the dream I wanted to cry. Sad.
I’m over it now.
I need to order things from the intarweb. mmmshopping.
Also, sometimes I wish I ran a betting operation. I bet I’d make one sweet bookie. Ya know?