I am still not sure why I did it, but I did and while I don’t necessarily regret doing it, i do acknowledge it was not the best course of action for me to take.
I started my morning with my 4 shot americano like i do every morning. I finished it about the time we headed out for lunch. on the way back, Levi was in the mood for coffee so we stopped at the Spyhouse. Last time we were there I bought him a coffee so this time he bought me a coffee. I got the ‘spychaser’ a lovely drink described as “4 shots of espresso, chocolate and cold press coffee over ice’.
What the beelzefuck what I thinking? What? tell me! tell me what I was thinking.
I was so wired this afternoon I was going crazy. I kept things moderately in check until my boss left, then things devolved to the point where Anna and I were physically wrestling over a book of matches and she ended up covered in water (I won because I fight dirty and have no problem with drooling on her arm).
A vendor called to set up a shipping date for something we ordered and she and I ended up all ‘BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH’ at each other.
I almost hugged the semi-amish lady in front of me at the grocery store. She was so funny and nice and talkative. I was so in love with her and I didn’t know why. I wanted to tell her how much I appreciated the wholesome choices she’d made and an how important it was for everyone to just step back and not let technology take over our lives. Then I realized that as charming as she was she probably didn’t want a hug from a sweaty purple haired weeble who was blathering on about things that just didn’t make any sense at all. Mostly we talked about crocheting and the cost of salamis.
Okay, now I have to do dishes and clean the fridge and do laundry!