Thank you

Thank you to David for his kindness and gentleness, his humor and strength. Thank you for loving me.
Thank you to my family for all their love and support.
Thank you to Ghengis for granting me our time together short as it may have been.
Thank you to my friends, the ones who make me laugh, the ones who check up on me, the ones who guide and advise me.
Thank you to Maddie for her infinite patience and comfort.
Thank you to Chester for his goofy love and fat feet.
I am one of the luckiest people I know. Even in the midst of bad happenings and hard times there is always good news to be found and places in which to find comfort. Life moves forward, life moves constantly and I am lucky to be surrounded by such good happenings.
Also, I just pulled the most perfect pumpkin cheesecake out of the oven. Perfect in a million ways. I am beyond thrilled. Thank you to cheesecake for turning out so well.

When David has the stomach flu…

When David has the stomach flu I end up wiggling the stick and jerkin it up all around town!
So David’s all laid up with Stomach flu and I have to make a pumpkin cheesecake and a pear/fig/chevre dish for dinner at his sister’s. I’m having ongoing electrical issues with the headlights on my car and so I cannot drive it after dark until we get it figured out. David’s car is a manual transmission that I have driven exactly once.
I cannot drive my car as the sun has set.
David is too sick to drive me to the store.
I realized tonight, as I was lurching my way across town that 90% of road rage incidents must come from people driving manuals getting pissed at the jerks who drive too slow and make them get all flustered about hitting the clutch and braking and shifting and all that. That’s my theory anyway.
Tomorrow I will post recipes.
Now I must sleep.

I am a meme whore

Instructions:
You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.
No.
Explanations.
Clipped
From
Lily
Here’s mine:
1. Yourself: round
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend (spouse): amazing
3. Your hair: porcupine
4. Your mother: supportive
5. Your father: supportive
6. Your favorite item: hoodie
7. Your dream last night: 727
8. Your favorite drink: coffee
9. Your dream car: BMW
10. The room you are in: mine
11. Your ex: orange
12. Your fear: loss
13. What you want to be in 10 years? adult
14. Who you hung out with last night? family
15. What You’re Not? perfect
16. Muffins: buttered
17. One of your wish list items: books
18. Time: construct
19. The last thing you did: exhale
20. What you are wearing: hoodie
21. Your favorite weather: spring
22. Your favorite book: Mieville
23. The last thing you ate: chip
24. Your life: consistent
25. Your mood: calm
26. Your best friend: surprise
27. What are you thinking about right now? answers
28. Your car: irritating
29. What are you doing at the moment? answering
30. Your summer: rocked
31. Your relationship status: wow
32. What is on your TV? predator
33. What is the weather like? cool
34. When is the last time you laughed? hour

free form fun photo

Let’s look at photos, shall we?


This is my boyfriend. My boyfriend is amazing for any number of reasons. Over the past two years he’s innumberable things to make me happy, to see me laugh, to help me feel better. When I was depressed and sad and completely filled with grief over the loss of my Ghengis David went and shaved his beard off leaving this incredibly sexy porn mustache. Every time I looked at him I laughed. He even went to the OPH with it. He held me when I cried, he rubbed my back and wiped my tears…and he wore a porn-stache for me.

The new little Chester kickin’ it puppy style.

Best buds in a matter of minutes. Also seen in this photo: the crazy pink sheets we got in NYC. Our bedroom is like a cheap bordello now. Not pictured: the dwn comforter which at the time was in the dryer because Chester is still learning to control his systems (you can see the sleeping bag I was using to stay warm while I waited for the comforter to dry).

this is them, the ones who make me happy and give me reasons.